just like you're hanging upside down... and there's someone nailing on your head... migrane? he's hitting the nail into my skull.... etching the metal edges down my head... a rush of pain? i can barely feel a thing! numbing my pain... is that what i think it is? the essence of death... why can't  feel anything then? am i dead? wake up to a nightmare every morning... and wake up to a dream everytime i sleep... the thief that stole... my life? drown in madness as i wake up to a place i dread...just the kind of world you were hoping for.you're a clown, dancing to the tune of glory glory... if such a word exist...

psycho while warping, revolving
psycho cruelty unchanging
psycho past trap
psycho past trip
by... death trap

you are not here
you are laughing
you are not here
i am not here

one day when I realised about myself, I say goodbye to my body...

in a world that's bound hand and foot, piecing back the broken memories...  

going round, round, round, round, round, round, round, my conciousness.
going round, round, round, round, round, round, round, the despair.

my dream is too cruel    my breathing interrupted
always, at 4:30am    I awaken in pain

the time is too long
the time is too painful
the dream will not stop
my life is frozen, dead
on this cold evening
so, in this long night

my conciousness is torn apart
becoming tiny pieces
my memories scattering

i reluctanly go to bed.....

hail to the generation of despair. darkness looms ahead.

without a choice, i'm left with... you made me see this. well, do you have regrets? for me, it's just... no regrets, they don't work, no regrets, now they only hurt. self-mutilation?

i won't. i'll live on just to spite you. i'll live on for the sake of being a thorn in your flesh, beaming in you pain. now, how does that feel? you deserved it.

you asked for it.

you deserve nothing but to die.

die.

die.

die.

another voice in my head says you should too!

then, i'll drink to the death of you.

you.

you.

you.

another soul will disappear from the face of the earth.

and laugh .

laugh.

laugh.

laugh.

another angel is singing the chrous of the end.

end.

end.

end.

then you would be gone right?

bon voyage.

Also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of life and rebirth. It has a life cycle of 500 to 600 years and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. Then, after three days, it rises again from the ashes. It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. It is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melodious song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. It is also a symbol of the sun and immortality.
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